| Phase one outbreak confirmed. |
[Oct. 25th, 2009|03:01 am] |
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Please, I implore you to believe me. Grab your friends, grab your family, grab your loves ones, and get the fuck out of Sarasota. Please. Please Please. I know this sounds crazy, but if your life ever depended on it, it's now. So please believe me and get the fuck out of here
I don't know what to say. The Pimps n Hoes wall was tonight and I thought I downed a few too many G&Ts when I saw Calvin go straight for Jeremy's jugular. It really wasn't a drunk hallucination, but reality.
With all the fucking horror movies I've seen I always thought I'd be excited and would know what to do once this day came.
I cannot describe the horrors I've seen in Palm Court. Living, walking corpses now haunt this campus. They seem to be immune to our pleas for mercy and compassion. They seem to hunger for human flesh. Rotting, decomposing corpses...walking and feeding on my peers, my friends.
I've been left wishing I had never seen Night of the Living Dead. It doesn't seem like there's too much time before society or at least any semblance of it collapses. Until then I will dutifully update this blog.
Who knew this livejournal I opened as a sixteen year old to vent my angst would eventually bear witness to this grade of carnage? |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 24th, 2009|04:11 pm] |
| [ | Feeling: |
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Listen,
I know I might sound crazy, but this is really the only place I feel comfortable discussing what's been going on lately. Some weird weird shit has been going down in Sarasota for the past few days. Bodies have been disappearing from the hospital, there have been wild animal attacks on joggers late at night, and I spotted a van from the CDC parked in front of the morgue.
This might be paranoia and too many monster movies, but I think all these events are connected. |
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| Liar- Henry Rollins |
[Sep. 11th, 2009|04:17 pm] |
You think you're gonna to live your life alone
In darkness
And seclusion
Yeah I know
You've been out there
Tried to mix with those animals
And it just left you full of humiliated confusion
So you stagger back home
And wait for nothing
But the solitary refinement of your room spits you back out onto the street
And now you're desperate
And in need of human contact
And then
You meet me
And you whole world changes
Because everything I say is everything you've ever wanted to hear
So you drop all your defenses and you drop all your fears
And you trust me completely
I'm perfect
In every way
Cause I make you feel so strong and so powerful inside
You feel so lucky
But your ego obscures reality
And you never bother to wonder why
Things are going so well
You wanna know why?
Cause I'm a liar
Yeah I'm a liar
I'll tear your mind out
I'll burn your soul
I'll turn you into me
I'll turn you into me
Cause I'm a liar, a liar
A liar, a liar
I'll hide behind a smile
And understanding eyes
And I'll tell you things that you already know
So you can say
I really identify with you, so much
And all the time that you're needing me
Is just the time that I'm bleeding you
Don't you get it yet?
I'll come to you like an affliction
And I'll leave you like an addiction
You'll never forget me
You wanna know why?
Cause I'm a liar
Yeah I'm a liar
I'll rip your mind out
I'll burn your soul
I'll turn you into me
I'll turn you into me
Cause I'm a liar, a liar
Liar, liar, liar, liar
I don't know why I feel the need to lie
And cause you so much pain
Maybe it's something inside
Maybe it's something I can't explain
Cause all I do
Is mess you up and lie to you
I'm a liar
Oh, I am a liar
If you'll give me one more chance
I swear that I will never lie to you again
Because now I see the destructive power of a lie
They're stronger than truth
I can't believe I ever hurt you
I swear
I will never to you lie again, please
Just give me one more chance
I will never lie to you again
I swear
That I will never tell a lie
I will never tell a lie
No, no
Ha ha ha ha ha hah haa haa haa haaa
Sucker
Sucker!
Oh, sucker
I am a liar
Yeah, I am a liar
Yeah I like it
I feel good
Ohh I am a liar
Yeah
I lie
I lie
I lie
Oh, I lie
Oh I lie
I lie
Yeah
Ohhh I'm a liar
I lie
Yeah
I like it
I feel good
I'll lie again
And again
I'll lie again and again
And I'll keep lying
I promise |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 20th, 2008|04:23 pm] |
I'm in Sarasota.
Lucas is pooping right now.
I move in tomorrow.
That's about it |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 3rd, 2008|06:02 pm] |
Outwardly, douche thinks
Yo! My shirt’s off the hizzle
Inside, yearns for mom. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 24th, 2008|02:00 pm] |
A list of things that make the Joker laugh.
Blind babies.
Landmines.
AIDS.
Beloved pets in bad road accidents.
Statistics.
Pencilcases.
BRUNCH!
The Periodic Table of the Elements.
Geniuses suffering irreversible brain damage.
REAL bad news.
Shattered faith.
Sombreros.
Politics.
Fish being gutted.
Fish being gutted.
Fish being gutted.
Bowel cancer.
Fish being gutted.
Mister Ed.
Guns in school.
Cripples.
Racism.
Alzheimer’s.
Batman.
Batman. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 11th, 2008|02:09 pm] |
| [ | Feeling: |
| |  tired | ] |
Directions: Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 16 random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave them a comment ("you're it") and to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Since you can't tag me let me know when you've posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.
1. I'm dying my hair "lusty lavender" today
2. I don't like sleeping at night.
3. I'm trying to make these next four weeks go by as quickly as possible.
4. My goal is to finish the Hitchhiker's series by the end of the summer.
5. I've been listening to Cock Sparrer and Vice Squad a lot lately.
6. I've been hanging out with some old friends recently and I really couldn't be happier about it.
7. I don't know what I want to do with my life. I just know I wanna wear a lab coat.
8. I love making stories up about my friends when I don't have answers about aspects of them.
9. I'm ambidexterous, but prefer using my left hand because it's cooler and sometimes a pain in the ass to others.
10. I'll probably go vegan once I move out.
11. I have very set personal space boundaries.
12. I get along with my mom.
13. I wish my brothers and I were closer.
14. I want to know who my room mate is already.
15. I find it hard to be attracted to men.
16. I'm glad this list is over. I had trouble thinking of stuff.
Tagged peoples:
All of you because:
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 29th, 2008|11:52 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | waaah | ] |
| [ | Listening to: |
| | Do I look like a slut- Avenue D | ] |
I haven't really updated this thing in a while. I don't really see what purpose this thing serves anymore. Day to day accounts of your life are sort of overrated. I'm sure this type of thing is therapeutic for some, but I'm not one of those. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 23rd, 2008|01:31 am] |
| [ | Feeling: |
| |  blah | ] |
Good night, sweet prince. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 16th, 2008|09:26 am] |
Why today is a good day:
I danced to lil wayne while getting dressed
I listened to Iron Maiden on my way to school
I got out of school at 8:30
I got breakfast with Maria
I'm going back to sleep now. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 18th, 2008|03:14 pm] |
Oblivious as usual.
Do you know? Do you even care?
No, you were wrapped up in you. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 1st, 2008|11:48 pm] |
Ask me out
Take me over
Walk around
Meet my mother
Take me down
To the cellar
All around
I see
Reminders
Of then
Why am I surprised?
Lies and bullshit
And bullshit and lies
You'd think I'd give up
After so many tries
But my finger's on the trigger
And my eyes are on the prize |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 26th, 2008|06:42 am] |
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Hi. I know one of your is reading this! |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 23rd, 2008|10:06 pm] |
This time things gonna be changin'
Start a new
Rearranging
I got a new
Girl i'm seein'
Just like the last one, jus' like the first one.
Live for today
Not tomorrow
Keep movin' away from sorrow
Ain't one to beg or borrow |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 20th, 2008|10:26 pm] |
I am waiting 'til there's nothing left
I'm a prayer, all you see is breath
I am empty, I am skin and bones, I'm a ribcage
Well, I'm out the door with apathy
But I'm coming home with sympathy
I am realized, I am shamed, I choose to stay here
You got a sign, so I paid the ransom
You felt sorry, so I felt the wrath come
Had a nice grip on my life 'til you twisted my arm
My arm
There's a song I love so much I stole
Every precious note I took, I sold
Now I spit out words, do you see my lungs on the dance floor?
To a hopeless cause, I sold my soul
A romantic plastic piece of shit you can mold
Until I break into chokable pieces
You got a sign, so I paid the ransom
You felt sorry, so I felt the wrath come
Had a nice grip on my life 'til you twisted my arm
My arm
And I open up like the back of a book
I ruin everything with just a quick look
And I settle down like a rocket explodes
Hit the ground, but how far out who knows
You got a sign, so I paid the ransom
You felt sorry, so I felt the wrath come
Had a nice grip on my life 'til you twisted my arm
My arm |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 21st, 2008|01:31 am] |
Everything was beautiful,
and nothing hurt. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 13th, 2007|10:51 pm] |
I think I'm closing this journal.
Nothing bad is happening and everything else is just boring.
Sooo I guess I'll only use this to read and comment now.
Seeya kids. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 6th, 2007|03:13 pm] |
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I GOT INTO NEW COLLEGE! I GOT INTO NEW COLLEGE! ERIC CALLED ME EARLY JUST TO TELL ME! I GOT IN! I GOT IN! |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 4th, 2007|06:03 pm] |
My computer went into the shop today.
My car goes into the shop tomorrow.
I'm out of both my toys for the week. Oh well. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 11th, 2007|03:06 pm] |
Weird is...
seeing a guy you've been insisting is a creep for years get taken down by bounty hunters on Courtv...for...child molestation. |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 24th, 2007|03:53 pm] |
My brother lives in the ghetto.
That is all. |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 17th, 2007|09:16 pm] |
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I miss physical closeness. |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 5th, 2007|06:55 pm] |
omgomgomgomgomg Gonna pick Blake up from the airport now!!!!!!!
=D
=D
=D |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 26th, 2007|06:36 am] |
Waking up to a torrential downpour?
Yup, it's gotta be my birthday. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 9th, 2007|05:46 pm] |
Tell Me About You
1. Name:
2. Birthday:
3. Place of residence:
4. What makes you happy:
5. What are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6. Do you read my lj:
7. If you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
8. An interesting fact about you:
9. Are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. Favourite place to be:
11. Favourite lyric:
12. Best time of the year:
13. Weirdest food you like:
14. Do farts make you laugh:
Recommend
1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A band, a song and an album:
Me
1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Put this in your lj so I can tell you what I think of you |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 13th, 2007|12:27 am] |
She said 'I like giants
Especially girl giants
Cause all girls feel too big sometimes
Regardless of their size' |
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| What I just realized. |
[Jul. 3rd, 2007|04:36 pm] |
I'm too clingy. Just because someone doesn't want to be around me all the time doesn't mean they don't like me.
Great. Now I just need to remember that from now on... |
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| Two things. My weekly ego boost. |
[Jul. 3rd, 2007|01:21 am] |
1. Comment anonymously with something. Anything. A message to me, a secret, a poem. Even if it has nothing to do with me. IP logging is off for this.
2. Comment (not anonymously) with a memory you have of us or something that reminds you of me.
I'll reply to everything. |
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| Jamie is gay. |
[Jun. 29th, 2007|09:28 pm] |
This entry won't be friends only. Jamie likes it in the butt. That is all. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 13th, 2007|07:44 pm] |
Focus on the imminent death of my lifelong companion, Gizmo, has been shifted away from and towards the approaching legions of the undead.
All the neighbors have fled save for the lawyer next door, his wife, and children. We have the comfort of having the ocean nearby and a marina full of boats at our disposal. That is, if it comes to that. The ammunition my father has always insisted on having, the standard machete that comes with all Cuban families, and Marcus's collection of louisville sluggers should aid us when it does come time to flee. We have plenty of food and gas for the generator so who knows how long that will be. The hurricane shutters are drawn and we are hoping we're prepared for a storm much larger than Andrew. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 28th, 2007|02:56 pm] |
This, myspace, and facebook will be purged shortly.
If you want to be in contact with me then make the effort. |
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